it actually goes back a few years, when we could have won the lot - I wondered if football would ever be the same to me as we couldnt achieve more. Even though we didn't win all 4, I realised the game doesn't mean as much to me as it once did.
I am just falling out of love with the game - the time wasting has been the tipping point along with VAR. I continue to watch us and hope we win, but no longer get down beat when we play badly.