42 again, I wonder if this is a common age for this sort of thing. Maybe the midlife crisis really does exist and isn't just a term or figure of speech. I don't think want to. 'We are all in football, we are all Laaads, real men, this lot just need to give themselves a good slap and get on with it', sort of attitdue. The only one who has done anything is an explayer who went through his own demons and that is Tony Adams, but that just deals with the exccesives, drink, gambling, sex, not the come down at the end of it all.