I feel like I have to watch when we're s*** so I deserve and fully appreciate when we're good.
I also know that Liverpool fans moaning about being 5th and getting to the QF of the CL would be met with eye rolls by fans of most other clubs, particularly a year after a league title, and do wonder if I'm being an ungrateful t***.
So I force myself to watch when I can and suffer.
Thankfully life gets in the way much more than it used to.