I tell you what, after the game finished, I wasn't that gutted, despite the fact that I really fancied us to win and Milan looked very ordinary throughout the whole game. I was far more gutted after we blew it in Leverkusen in 2002, which is hard to explain. That's just the way I felt. I had a feeling we were due some bad luck though given how much luck we've had in cup finals in the past 5-6 years. Rafa was tactically spot on for this game, we were so comfortable. But we needed to play 2 wide players capable of being a goal threat, which Zenden and Pennant are certainly not. It was these 2, combined with the fact the Kuyt can't play up on his own, that explains why we lost.