I've not slept since getting the call letting me know last night... Thanks softlad. I'm in bits. Numb is not the word, dreaded logging on here as that would make it real, unavoidable and true.
Des, you said it so much better than I could, he'd forgotten more than I ever knew on so many important themes and topics
Jonesy, those nights out I sometimes gate crashed usually ending up at the casino playing blackjack until the sun came up
The Christmas pub nights in dat der London where we tore the place up like we were far younger than we were.
Meeting Vic for the first time with him loitering in a pub car park like some scally looking to steal my car, but just actually just the soft shy lovely man you were, making you nervous to say hello
That trip to Madrid "Cuatro cervezas por favor, and whatever use lot 're 'aving.
Hope you've found the inner peace you so desperately craved. Love you